You are right after all

i have this doubtful feelings since i don't know when myself. 

the thing is i don't even know what i am doubting about.

i don't really feel happy for the past few weeks even though there are smile on my face. 

the thing is i don't know what i am unhappy about. 

when you ask me, my only answer is nothing as i do not know how to answer. the things is i don't know what is not right with me.

crying myself to bed is so common this semester. i am not being myself. 

talk and i talk with you. smile and i smile with you. 

i am so tired of this. 

why do i have to be someone like this everytime i am back to this jungle. 

i do not want to live my life this way.

i am losing my faith.

i do not know who to turn to except you.

i do not know what to do besides attending class and doing assignments.

does it only revolves around study?

one word.

i am not happy here.

people are planning when to go back for their break and i don't even care.

people are planning for their holidays and i am not even close to being excited.

sorry for not replying you texts. i don't know what to reply.

forgive me.