First Time

To most of us, taking the first step or doing something the first time is kind of awkward.

First time,

1. attending classes in university, we will worry who will be in the same class as us, who will be in the same group assignment and etc etc...

2. attending an event or party, we will feel shy and worry how to socialize with the people so called strangers to us.

3. taking part in some event, we will feel worry who are actually in the same department with us, do we have friends and etc etc.

4. and etc etc.....

i am always a shy person and i definitely feel awkward when i am around with strangers or even with my friends (not the close ones) as well. that is partly the reason why i am so quiet at times. is not i am being rude or stack up is just i do not know how to socialize. forgive me for that. anyways, back to the topic. i had another first time just now. attended the last session of the dharma class for this semester with him. i was kind of worried on the way there as it was my first time and i do not know people and things going on there. the weird thing is even though i do not understand much of the things going on that time, i enjoyed myself. i had fun laughing together with them, singing along with them and listening to their memories (which i totally have no idea). and i agree with him that people there are a lot better, friendlier and etc. i always wanted to attend this class in the beginning of this semester but i do not have the chance until today. i am grateful i did not miss the chance. i promise i will go for the class next semester if i have the time. (hopefully is not too late) a good first time i had just now.

it has passed my sleeping time. i will stop here. 

good night everyone.

PS: thank you dear for bringing me there