to give and take...
to be considerate...
to control my stupid mood...
i don't know what is the problem with me these few days.
i feel so awkward and so inconsiderate.
i guess i need to go out there and take some fresh air.
sometimes, i feel there is no difference in my life
even though there is some changes.
now i understand the root of the problem.
now i understand things that had happened.
indeed there is a reason to it.
is it too late?
to me is better to be too late than never.
i prefer to get things sort out
rather than guessing what it is.
things are getting clearer and clearer.
moving to another stage of my life,
i feel i am not the one that i always thought i am.
i am not the considerate and understanding gal after all.
i am not a caring and loving gal.
i can't give myself to think about it anymore.
the more i think of it
the more my mind wander to somewhere else.
is time to change gal.
is time to give yourself a chance for a new life.
is time for you to learn to be the gal.
is time for you to learn not to be so emotional.
i had few bottles of tears with me in just few months.
is time to get rid of the emotion.
is time to grow up and think of others.
you are no longer daddy's daughter.
3 comments:
hey girl...it's just another phase of your life, moving from teens to young adults. =)) You'll be ok. We know deep down inside, you are still Shan Shan. *hugs*
At least you were nice. Not like me, bad tempered and mean all my life. Whatever it is, remember that we will always love you. Even if you changed okay? Things change, I don't doubt that but there are things that remains unchangable. You will see it soon enough. Take a break and clear your thoughts.
My sayang, you've just step into new phases of life and it's normal you need to find your way around and get adapt to it. Don't you worry. Once you are in control, you'll see yourself in the mirror...Shan Shan is still Shan Shan after all. Like Ping said, I wanna say to...we love you and we love you just the way you are. If you ever change (which you had), as friends we'll adapt to you. Haha...All of us are survivors!!!
(i had few bottles of tears with me in just few months.?) wa... like me bully u one oh...haha
Dear i told u many time right?
don think many and tell me what u want to tell me or wan to ask, dont luan luan think la...
*I LOVE YOU sHaN sHaN*
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