My 100th post...

Origin:

i started to blog due to cheng ling's influence... although, my writing and language skill are not as good as hers... but this is the place that i can voice out everything, this is the place i turn to when i need someone to talk to and this is the place where i know who is there for me... i definitely not good in putting words together.. therefore, my blog is not that fun for reading but this is the place where i can share my sadness or happiness but sometimes i don't feel that i can write everything here... it is just inappropriate if it is read by some particular person..

i enjoy reading people's blog especially my friends.. the reason behind it is that, although i don't get to meet them that often but i get their updates from their blogs and i discover a lot of things from their blogs.. lately, i really found it useful... varieties of blog from all walks of life-happy moments, miserable times and so on...

My First Post @ Friendster on 17 January 2007

Entitled: To Where And What Has Life Bring Us To"....I wonder

For most of the people it may be just first day in calendar but for me is indeed a day that i would not forget-1 January 2007. Stepping into year 2007 is like stepping into a brand new life. It makes me realise a lot of things.

Growing up is a bumpy and tough journey. There are obstacles all around us-failing a subject, hoping 2 excel in studies, friends leaving 2 further studies, falling in love and etc... These is what all teenagers will go thru and it definitely put them into dilemma. When one decided to choose the path it may turn out not to be what they wanted after all. It may be just a way to solve everything from getting worse. A way that will not only help themself but also not hurting others. What can they do is just pretend and smile like everything is okay... Like the saying goes, just because i smile doesn't mean that i am happy because it takes one smile to cover a million tears...

STPM is just around the corner for some of us and yet we still can't put our full concentration. Thinking about life after STPM just scares us away. We can't even predict what will happen next. Will one end up in the same university as her/his close friends? Will one get the course that he/she hoping for? There is so much to think of and might make one break into tears. Does God controls everything?? Can we actually take control of our own life? And is everything is destined?? "Fate only takes you to a certain point then it's up to you to make it happen"? Izzit true??

Lastly, treasure every single moment with your friends while you are still with them. Don't regret it when you and your friends are apart. Treasure everything that you have now and don't regret when you lose it. You may not know what you have until you lose it and once you lose it you can never get it back... Do take a moment and dwell about it...