today would be the fourth day after getting my result...at first i was kinda of disappointed with it but wat to do i did my best and maybe this is my best... although the result is bad but at least it is not till the extend of very bad...i have to be optimistic thou...but the thing is i don’t feel sad neither do i feel happy about it...that is the worst part... some people are telling me that i did not do badly but is it just a way to make me feel good... now, i have to worry about which uni and courses that i have to apply and can i get the course that i wanted so badly... should i have just gone to college at first and not taking up form 6??? but i can't turn back the time...everything would be settle in this 2 months...after that i would be living in a brand new life....but seriously, i do really glad that i choose to be in f6...without entering f6 my bond with my friends would not be that close especially with the bentengz-jaslyn, yi lin, swee win, ping ping, cheng ling, wan mei, annie, ngiap ai and so on...i would not have known few friends like....u know who you are if you read this...

you can say that i am one that will treasure a friendship...if i make friends with you, you will be my friend till the day of my death unless there is something wrong in between or maybe u juz forgotten this friend of yours...you might don't believe it, is up to you...as long as i don't lie to myself....some people come and some people go... friendship is a fragile thing i would say...it must be handle with care and once it is broken, that’s it...

been taking my life easy now except when it comes to the uni stuff...not thinking about the past but the future now... no matter how badly my heart broke, no matter how i suffer just to get over it and no matter how i struggle thru everything...i am glad to say that is over...as long as i know that someone out there love and treasure me, i am happy....i mean my family here....lol...