i feel so scared suddenly... i am worried about my mum... she is having problem with her health and i can’t help much but worsen the problem... i guess i must have put a lot of pressure to her... i know that she is worried about me-where will i end up...i am so sorry that i am so useless and make u worry about me all the time... i just wanted to tell you all that i am so sorry...sorry for all the wrong doings and the worries... i feel so scared who will be there for them when i go to the university??? i can’t count my bro as he will be leaving soon... i am so sorry and may god bless all of you... i love you all...